Question:
How does failure make you feel inside?
Greg
2010-06-17 10:04:10 UTC
A poem, revisited and transformed into something new. I had written one awhile ago and just now revisited and reconstructed it entirely. BLISS, I used some of your advice, and others as well regarding rhythm and rhyme, along with your very valuable suggestion regarding visual punctuation to give more of an esthetic feel. Share some quotes or poems of your own please! Comments are honored as well.

Failure Inside:

Practice, preparation, repetition I strive.
Pushing forward to better my life.
Future swirling bright in my head;
only to fall short, as I’m left for dead.

Pushing harder, delving farther, going the distance.
Chest thumping, fists pumping, pomp and circumstance.
Questions, doubting, tears drown my heart.
Beaten, despairing spirit, crumbling apart.

Drowning in a pool of flatulent air,
weening strength devoid of a mother’s care;
repeating in my head replayed forward to back,
an unrelenting, whirlwind of failure, fading to black.

Can't accept, can't believe,
the numbness soon prevails.
Internal screams swarm the victorious,
reality and heart relenting to fail.

Defy the noises that poison my peace.
Dark lone wolf in a sheep's white fleece.
Success floods my vision in alternate paths,
but all that's left is failure at last.

By Me
Eight answers:
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2010-06-17 11:38:19 UTC
Failure makes me feel like a loser. To me, failure is like a scaffold. When you fail, you feel like dirt, you feel like your no good. You feel as though you wasted your time. In some cases failure may laugh at you, embarrass you, and make you seem like dirt on someones' shoulder (i'm not saying that failure is a person tho.) Failure makes you seem like you didn't work hard enough...which is not always the case. I think failure just means that you came short of your goal and aspiration.



...i also think to understand Success, you must understand Failure too...but that's a different subject. =p



"...A man may fall many times, but he won't be a failure until he says that someone pushed him..."

~Elmer G. Letterman



***Thanks G Love for bringing up this topic. I wanted someone to finally speak about failure. I feel like no one ever talks about failure...but you did. So thanks man. =)



***Thanks Bliss! =) I like your answer too! You always give great answers.



***Like wise. Thanks for the compliments and kind words man. i appreciate it a lot. =)
anonymous
2016-04-12 14:06:21 UTC
Unfortunately people do have the power to change our perspective on future relationships but that is only because we give it to them. The past is the past and you can't let mistakes dictate your future. Nothing is ever fail proof so there is no promise that once you enter a relationship that it will work out. Just choose your women wisely and do the best you can. And you can't control what other people do so if a woman happens to want to leave you it's not your failure it's her loss, especially if you know you did the best you could. So forget about the past and look forward to all the possibilities in front of you. There is someone that needs to meet you and if you don't pull yourself up you will miss your chance. I hope you feel better!
anonymous
2010-06-17 10:36:14 UTC
I Like this dark and meaningful piece very much.

I can relate to many of it's words.

I can only say that which I believe,

Which is, "there is no such thing as failure.

Unless you give up trying".



Good luck Poppet,

you write with emotion.
anonymous
2010-06-17 18:10:44 UTC
I really like Liz's take on how failure makes her feel. It's interesting; almost makes you wonder what type of failure she has "experienced" in order to describe it in such a way...?



To me, though, to feel failure is to feel something larger than yourself. If you were to look at my life through another's eyes, they might feel that failure is something I've never experienced. At the same time, one might say that failure is all I've experienced. If you want to know what I see when I look upon my life, well, I see a little bit of both -- failure and success. I see the essence of success everywhere. Success is that lasting impression one leaves on another -- whether it be through actions or words -- but it's also the impressions that we leave on ourselves. Success is reached when we can look in the mirror and see that we are truly a beautiful (figuratively speaking, but also literally speaking) person. Success can be as simple as waking up in the morning and being able to smile when there's nothing to smile about. Success, to me, is anything of a positive connotation.



Now, failure, well, that's just the opposite. Failure is anything of a negative connotation. The thing is, failure is divided into two categories: everlasting failure and terminal failure. A failure, again, to me, is only "true" if it's an everlasting one. Like, for example, a simple failure may be a poor grade on a quiz. This is merely a terminal failure because you can always re-take the quiz or study harder for the next one. However, it can become an everlasting failure if you let it eat at you. That one poor grade leads you to not caring about your education and yourself, which leads you down a worse road (like depression, for example). Again, you can turn back at any point (which makes this a terminal failure), but some cannot, which makes it an everlasting failure. Everlasting failure is the absence of faith/hope. It's that feeling you get when you look in the mirror and turn away because you cannot look yourself in the eyes. It's the feeling when you feel so low that nothing matters anymore, not even yourself.



I don't know how I could put it simply because I'm not sure that I even understand failure myself, but I think failure is a feeling beyond words. Well, it's beyond my words, at least. Failure is certainly one of those things that you must feel to comprehend, but I don't think I ever have felt "true" failure. Sure, I've messed up just as much (...or maybe a bit less... one of the few things that protective parents are good for. Haha) the next person, but I don't think they were "true."



Hm, this is quite the question, G. I always try to take a shot at your questions, but this one leaves me confused and speechless. I'm going to have to think on this more and if I come to a better conclusion, I'll edit.



And now, the poem. You see, I could tell you that it's an amazing piece, but I don't want to do that. The writing is amazing, the emotion is amazing, the message is amazing. Everything is amazing, but it feels so wrong to call a piece about failure amazing. I don't know, it's just like "jumbo shrimp." It makes no sense... shrimp shouldn't be jumbo, so a poem about failure shouldn't be amazing. It just shouldn't be, but G, you always come out successful with your pieces.



I really liked how you worked with the grammar of the piece. Maybe it's just because I'm obsessed with grammar, but I think it made me like the piece more. Haha, I'm the one that will be completely thrown off if I see a comma in the wrong place. It'll ruin the whole piece for me. With this poem, though, I don't see that as a problem.



I also liked how you kind of gave the reader space to develop their own thoughts on what the poem was describing. Maybe it's just me (again), but I feel like a lot of the lines could be used to describe courage. Now isn't that interesting: what describes failure also seems to be able to describe courage. ...I feel like I'm onto something. :)



Hm, I wish I could be of more help, but it's really one of those things that you have to have "experienced" to talk about fully. G, I don't know how you do it, but somehow, you were able to write a piece on failure. Maybe you were lucky (yes, lucky) enough to experience failure at its best (yes, best) and write a piece about it. I wish I could say the same for myself, but you know, one must know what failure is to actually feel it. ...Oh gosh, that's not an insult, although it may sound like one. Haha, oh, I need to be quiet now...
Rachel Lee
2010-06-17 10:07:18 UTC
Wow, I really love this poem.

Its really deep and has an inner meaning, I especially love the line 'tears drown my heart'.

Very Creative, and if I'm honest one of the best poems I've read.
kyberantillies
2010-06-17 10:05:24 UTC
Failure makes me feel like I just read your poem.
anonymous
2010-06-17 10:06:21 UTC
aww ): Sad but VERY good.
anonymous
2010-06-17 10:05:43 UTC
what a weiner.


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